I have come to the reality of my life that things are never going to go my way. That is okay now. Friends are going to betray me. I am going to feel lost. These things will happen to me. I got home from school today, and I felt like crap to say the least. My Build A Bear bow fell out of my hair (I REALLY like hair bows), a friend betrayed me, and I got lost in the sea of homework. Then a thought came to me. Nobody knows hurt like Jesus does. My sister whom I love so very dearly gave me a hug. I found my Build A Bear bow on the floor by the door ( like my little rhyme there?). I have reasons to cry over the past, but now I know that I have WAY more reasons to dance. I am alive. God is holding my hand through this beautiful day. It's a sunny day. I am now so much better by feeling this amazing love God provides for me.
It brought me to tears when I was with my mom picking up my brother. I was just thinking to myself, God loves me. The King of Kings loves me. He wants a relationship with me. He died on the cross for me and rose again from the dead.
And I am getting sad over a few things?
Sorry for this long blog post, and sorry if it didn't make any word of sense. I just needed to let it all out.
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