All In

I've been learning a lot of things about God lately. I've learned that He will never fail me, that He sees worth in me, and He's willing to move the Heavens, space, and time so that He could spend time with me.

I guess it would be safe to say that my heart is going through a revival season. God is cleaning out all the gunk in my heart, helping me let go of the past, and allowing me to hear His small whisper.

There's been days where I feel terrible, not worthy, ugly, fat, not wanted, unaccepted...but it's God who I am able to talk to. He's the one who listens to me, and helps me in the darkest of nights. It blows me away that God would care about me so much to show me what to do next.

Now that I've met God's love, I am too scared to not go all in. I was scared of letting go, and now all I know how to do is hold on. I'm scared to let go of God because He's all I have. Even though I have days where I have given up on myself, I refuse to give up on God. He's everything to me. My romancer. My hero. My best friend.

I don't know where He will take me, but all I know is that I am willing to go wherever He'll take me. What a blessed life this is!